Growing up

Since I turned 18, I feel like many of the older people I know are looking at me differently. People I've known as responsible adults, have become weird in my eyes.. Giving the feeling that they are going around with a desire in their eyes when they look at you.. I know it might sound crazy.. But it's freaky!
I've gotten two of these responisble adults numbers since I've turned 18, and have them talking to me 24/7 on msn, even calling me to talk.. I mean.. What the hell?! :P
These people are like at least 5-10 years older then me!
Alrite I have this one exception though, since I'm actually comfortable with this person. But the rest just make it sort of disgusting. I don't even want to imagine what they have been thinking of me when I was a minor.. Hahaha... ewww






Also, another thing that can be annoying, is that when I'm out partying, random people try or touch my ass, pull me to the side to confess their feelings for me or purposing marrige... It seriously have some kind of charm, but sometimes it can really be too much. Specially when your friends your out with starts too, because they are drunk and stupid haha.

Another way to live...

I'm sort of a daydreamer I must say...
Not that I fall asleep during class (which would be a bit hard since I don't do normal school), but I get lost in my imagination!
I can just randomly start thinking about like what would happend if I was in a car crash with the person I hate and the person that I love..
Then obviously the story continues in the way I would want it to; me saving the one I love, I didn't have time to save the one I hate and the person I love, realises he actually does care for me and wants me.. Hmm.. I would love to just spend my days in my imagination instead of the damned real life...


Because the real life is the real life, and "unexpectedly" everything won't go your way..as your imagination would let you have..

(mwuhaha)